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"It was past 1:30 am and I missed the last bus ride home. I could have walked back, but in these streets, I was a tad crept out. So I decided to continue my stay with Jewels and her boyfriend Adam. They are cool friends who live with 4 other roommates, most of them just as open as they are, which was nice.

"However, I can not stress the fact that I didn't want to stay the night with Jewels and Adam. Even though they are warm hearted folks, I cant stress enough that I have a crush on Jewels. She too has a crush on me, just as deep and heavy as I on her. We both know this and I think that Adam knows about it as well, but he trusts Jewels and knows that she wont hurt him.

"So I spent the night laying on the couch. This is my first time sleeping over their place, so I had some trouble sleeping. I wasn't planning a sleep over, so I didn't bring my PJs or anything. Jewels gave me one of her shirts that fit me since I am as skinny as her. In my mind, I pondered about things with her and I. We never got serious because I respect Adam and her and their relationship together. It is like a 'look but dont touch' situation, and it is tarring us both inside. After kicking around thought in my head, I drifted asleep.

"Suddenly, I opened my eyes and I saw Jewels sitting right next to me, right on the ground near the couch. She was just watching me. I looked at the time and saw that it was near morning. I asked her if something was wrong, and she asked if she could snuggle with me on the couch. She said her boyfriend was fast asleep and she wanted to be close to me until the sun rose.

"I hesitated and looked her in her eyes, deeply."

Some may say that he is going into a dangerous territory because he is being romantically intimate with a girl who is already taken. Love is very confusing when you look at it. You find that right person that you have been looking for for most of your life, and when you find that person, he or she is already taken/engaged.

I really cant say any more about this, because this is based off of a true story and I am still confused about it myself...

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