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"Dear Diary,

Today's weather has been warm and breezy. Today offered the perfect temperature and the right amount of wind: the perfect day. But even though the weather was nice outside, it was cloudy and cold in my mind. This is my fourth day in this hotel room. I remember telling you how much trouble I had getting this room. The clerks at the counter thought that I looked too young to get a room. I seem to get that a lot know due to my physical youth.

I have been working as a maid here and there, getting some money from random people to keep the bills paid. It is a hard to get money to pay the rent every day along with food, but this was something I had to do. I wanted to run away from it all and start a new life. I choose this path, but sometimes I doubt myself if I took the right path or not. I had to get away from all the drama back at my parents house. Even though I lost my right eye due to my father's actions, it is a scar that I'm also trying to run away from but it keeps following me and will forever.

With my dark past, I still try to keep a smile on my muzzle. Whenever I am out in the world, I act like nothing is wrong and I bounce around like a child in a circus. Now and then I bump into things due to my low depth perception, but I laugh and continue skipping along. When I get back to my hotel room and I lock the door, that smile fades and my ears lower. I lay in my bed and have my troubles flash before my eye. I feel depressed and weak from all the troubles I have been through all my life. But on a day like this: Sunny and warm, who has time to feel sad.

I am writing to you while I am on my bed, gazing out the wind and letting the sun and breeze hit my fur and nose. With my stuff bunny in my arm, I feel a bit content. I think to myself that everything is not all that bad. If I survived this long on my own, i can continue to survive anything that is in my path. I tell myself that I have to leave the past behind me and continue forward. I know that will be difficult because I have scars all over my body from the past that will remind me what had happened to me, but I have to push forward and be strong.

I should get going and do some work. I spend most of the time playing around today instead of working like usual, but I felt this was a day to be myself and relax. My body and mind needed it. I will talk to you later tonight and tell you what I did for work, ok?

Love,
Vixen"


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WEHRMACHT87's avatar

Mrs Vixen I hope and pray for you. I will give somthing to you my hart ❤️ so I can return you to the bright side and I hope to see your father becaus 🐺🐺🐺This Grey Wolf Is Soo Very Hungry To Beat His Brain Out


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